Thursday, May 03, 2007
Hav u ever thought of how u're gonna die..?? Ever imagined wat it wud be like if u were on the verge of death..?? I hav...since sec sch, there were times where i wud juz be by my lonesome self & ponder abt it. Duno y but i've got tis feeling dat i wud die young...nvr 2 marry & hav a family. N i'd die frm an illness dat i didn't knw of til it was too late...den i wud wonder, wud all my frens grieve 4 me?? Wud they come 2 my funeral..?? Wud all the girls dat i hav confessed my feelings & the 1s i loved come & see me off..?? I wudn't knw...i feel like i'm here 2 juz occupy space on tis earth. Well, i try 2 make the people ard me happy...juz hope they realli r happy. Another question i wud ask myself is, wud they miss me wen i'm gone..?? Guess my family wud, especially my mum...i've seen the grief of a mother losing a son wen i went 2 my fren's funeral. Watever it is, i juz hope dat i hav made a difference 2 the people's life ard me...& a gd 1. Guess wen its my time 2 go...i hope i made my family happy & my loved 1 happy. I'll go happy, knowing dat i'll get 2 meet my arwah abah, whom i've missed so much...guess if he was stil ard nw, my life wud be different. Bt i'm happy wif my life nw...the frens i hav & the love i get 2 experience, tho its in a dilemma rite nw. Juz hope dat my amal jariyah & pahala is adequate and my sins minimal...Amin, Ya Allah.
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